A silent tear

Silent words across a screen...
How could they mean so much to me...
I promised myself I would not cry...
Then a silent tear falls from my eyes...

What did I do, what did I say...
To make you change your mind, the day you went away.
Everyday, waiting for a sign...
To let me know, you might still want to be mind...

Andother day comes and goes...
I want to write, but I can't, I know.
You said you needed me more than I needed you,
Why would you say that, if you knew it wasn't true?

Why did you say you loved me?
Then turn around and set me free?
I love you and want you...
But I know I can't make you love me....

Love that never thought about.....

I never thought I'd fall in love  with you.
I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love.
But what it felt like, I just never knew.
I'd no idea what I was thinking of.

And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure,
Walking neither overjoyed nor sad,
I looked into my heart and saw a treasure
Worth more than anything I'd ever had.

Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted
To give my life to see your happiness.
Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted,
Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed.

My love for you has brought me out of me.
The beauty in your heart has set me free.

Happiness

Happiness

Happiness uplifts you
Happiness fills your heart, your mind, and your soul

Happiness gives you the strength you need
Happiness is a great feeling that
Enters your mind
Happiness takes the sorrow away

Happiness fills you life with joy
Happiness makes you feel happy, excited, 
And thrilled

Happiness warms your heart
It gives you a sense of relief

Happiness welcomes you

Happiness can be seen by a smile
And in your eyes
Twinkling with shine

Happiness is a very beautiful feeling
Which allows you to enjoy 
Every day to the fullest 

A secret

My heart is bleeding...
My eyes are crying...
Inside I almost feel like i'm dying...
There are wound  that just won't fade...
But the tears that I cry can wash away...
But I lock away the pain, put away the fears...
Show you only smiles not the hidden tears...
So what if I have a cut or two...
Nobody notices especially you...
You wouldn't notice anything was wrong by the way I act...
Thats how I wanted it to be to all stay in tact...
My secrects not spilled you know how I feel...
But now you know it's going to be harder to heal...
I didn't want to admit it but it was easier to lie...
Hiding the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry...
It's more harder now knowing someone else knows...
It would have been better if I kept my secrets closed...
You never would expect anything like this from me...
Not all  wound show...
Not all wounds heal...
Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels...

In my eyes

In your eyes
A shadow is cast
Whispering of the darkness
That resides in your past
I want to make that disappear 
But if I try my love for you will be clear
Do I dare risk all I have fabricated,
Every thought I have kept hidden?
Do I dare let you see,
What I have formerly forbidden?
I want to know you
Your soul, your chi but you just ignore
The soul that is me idream of the day
You finally realize how amazing you are
In my eyes...~ 

Broken heart

Quit playing games with my heart,
because slowly I'm falling apart.
Just be honest and say you don't love me,
I'm feeling so much pain, can't you see.                                
I love you so very much,
Can't you see...
but I have to see that we're through.
It's hard for me to believe,

but there is no more love left to receive.
i hope this pain will be gone soon
because i can't stand it any longer...

Bring me to life

Bring me to life give me air to breath a second chance
for me to believe.Bring me to life let me have my chance to live a life with an open hand you gave more than I would dream yours loves like a mystery it's haunting and intoxicating me
it brings me back for more and I can't help but think               
that there was more to me.know there's a hope for me so bring me to life give me air to breath
a second chance for me to believe
bring me to life let me have my chance
to live a life with an open hand
the price is paid in full chains are broken down
your love remains so true
I just don't know what to do I want to scream your love
at the top of my lungs but I need some time
for this fire to light so.Bring me to life
Give me air to breath.A second chance
for me to believe bring me to life
let me have my chance to live a life
with an open hand I may stumble
and I may fall but my eyes are set on you
please let your love shine through and
bring me to life give me air to breath
 second chance for me to believe

I am not a perfect person

I am not a perfect person,

And I don't try to be.

I am just another imprisoned soul,

That is longing to be set free.

 I don't want to be in this place anymore,

I don't want to shed anymore tears.

I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,

This has gone on for too many years.

 I don't want to show my emotions,

Or to tell you how I feel.

I just want to know the difference,

Between what is fake and what is real.

I'm just another lost soul,

That is waiting to be found.

I'm just another liability,

That you don't want around.

 I'm just falling through the air,

And I'm about to hit the ground.

But I don't expect anyone to catch me,

Because no one wants me around.

 No one really cares about me,

They just ignore me everyday.

No one really cares enough,

To even ask me if I'm okay.